I really really really really really really really really wish that this wedding was over. I hate that everyone is fighting over everything that doesn't really pertain to anything really. I hate that my family just can't get along for at least the next 2 months. I hate that people have to tell other people things that are none of their business. I hate that everyone has to have their noses in my business. If I wanted your input or needed you to butt in about something then I would tell you. I don't want or need my families problems aired out to the public. I don't care what everyone thinks of everyone they just need to get along with each other for the next 2 months. If that doesn't happen then I think we will just elope and do it the way I want to do it and exclude everyone who doesn't need to be there. I'm just sick of everything. I am way too stressed out about this wedding and I don't need to be this way. I have a ten month old that I need to take care of and this is getting in the way of me being able to do all that I can do for her because I'm so stressed out and tired all the damn time. I just need a break. I need a wedding vacation. I need to go to a spa and relax and have some time to just think about things. I'm tired and my body aches from all the stress. I need a massage.
Oh yea and to top it all off....we will have puppies at the end of the month and I'm somewhat excited but then again I'm not excited. So hopefully Nanuk will be a good momma. And I won't have to take care of puppies this time around. I'm just tired of it all!!!!!
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